Edna’s Self Discovery in Chopin’s The Awakening :: Chopin Awakening

Ednas Self Discovery in Chopins The wakeningShe was lovesome of her children in an uneven, impulsive way. She would sometimes gather them passionately to her total she would sometimes forget them. The year before they had spent part of the summertime with their grandmother Pontellier in Iberville. Feeling secure regarding their happiness and welfare, she did non run away them except with an occasional intense longing. Their absence was a sort of relief, though she did not admit this, even to herself. It seemed to free her of a responsibility which she had blindly assumed and for which fate had not fitted her. (p. 40) Edna Pontellier is a child discovering her very find of self. Her attitude toward her own children emphasizes the she is not the typical mother-woman (p. 29). This is one of the key elements in identifying Ednas awakening. Unlike the other women, such as Madame Ratignolle, she has not judge her role unquestionably. This passage is an insightful window into the beg innings of Ednas new thoughts.Edna considers herself fond of her children. This statement alone is strange. Most mothers are enamored of their children, obsessed with their either movement. Even her fondness is considered uneven and impulsive. Edna, beginning to feel as a child herself, is noticing these traits within her. Edna speaks of the summer they spent away with their grandmother...in Iberville. Even in their extended absence she missed them only with an occasional intense longing, perhaps as someone might miss a city, or an honest-to-god tattered stuffed toy. She seemed to feel towards them more as family, loved and missed, but not intensely as a mother would.Most striking in this passage are the last two sentences. It is in these phrases that Edna begins to demonstrate something main(prenominal) about herself. She feels relief when the children are gone. She feels free of the responsibility. One which she had blindly assumed. Edna had scarce accepted the role of mother hood. It was expected, and so she had asked no questions. She is now realizing, however, that she feels this is a emplacement in life for which fate had not fitted her.